Late Night TV Programming DillemaNo one would flinch if I jumped off this cliff
I heard that's how Rob died in the first act.
I couldn't get a job at BestBuy,
instead I'll write his suicide note for loose change.
Nietzsche got replaced with iPad app games.
But I rather not picture how I'll pass.
That's why I worship Squidbillies reruns
(whatever else will kill off my brain cells?).
The outside world is ours for the taking,
to chant overused rhetoric -- daily
routine for the clan of zombified fools.
Take me away from your graveyard, so I
could hide myself in bubbles made of silk,
and wait for a dead man's fatal phone call.
THE WOMAN WHO MADE METHE WOMAN WHO MADE ME
The woman who made me never looks at me when she speaks. Her eyes tend to wander as words spill out of her mouth as if she was about to puke. Last week, she tried to calling my other half of me a chink but all that came out was gibberish. I couldn’t even get angry, even when I woke up with a swollen forehead the next morning.
I never knew the man whose sperm is my foundation. The woman who made me used to tell me he died after overdosing on pink toes and that I would face the same future. Come to find out, he lived across the country, out west. I hear he died from cancer sometime last year.
Today is Ciara’s birthday, my girlfriend. I’m in a bus on my way to her place. The bus driver is smoking a joint. I look around, confused, apparently nobody cares.
She’s waiting for me when I arrive. Her blonde hair matches t
Dream 25, Guillotine DutyThe States are a fascist dystopia.
New legislation mandates the execution of all criminals no matter how trivial the offense. To give this regressive law a democratic feel, the executioners are chosen from the general public by a random number generator.
There are no juries, only guillotines.
I’m selected by a computer to be the next executioner. The criminal to be guillotined is a fourteen year old boy. As I understand the facts of the case, he was initially convicted of stalking an older woman named Deimei.
The stalking conviction alone is enough to warrant execution. However, before the scheduled execution date, Deimei turns up dead and the boy is blamed.
Immediately, I realize he must be innocent. Since he was incarcerated while the murder took place, he couldn’t possibly have been at the scene of the crime. However, the courts are insistent that he is indeed guilty —facts be damned. They manipulate testimony and evidence to support their claim. And after attendin
The Origin of SufferingFor now I cleanse my heart with tears
That Good and Evil fruits impart
Through Knowledge culled from human years,
The trees from which all sufferings start.
As God within me wakes my heart,
My heart awakens inside God;
A spark in infinite dark his art
Shall draw like lightning to the rod.
And burning human pride’s facade,
I’ll sear and singe, a martyred saint;
And with the martyr’s fervor, prod
And press until I’m sacrosanct;
In fearful furnaces distraint,
My soul will smolder as it nears
The white of lightning; and I’ll faint,
Saved only then by God’s own tears.
Drawing CONTEST (CLOSED)This contest has been closed. Big thanks to all participants!
The watcher count of my deviantArt page reached 1000 recently. That's huge!
So I was thinking of combining the contest that I had in planning since a while with the celebration of reaching this new milestone!
The video above gives you a quick introduction to the rules of this contest. Written down below are further details. Please read them.
UPDATE: The deadline has been moved one month. The new end date is at the end of this journal!
There are some people how need more time, this contest just recently got a bit more exposure,
and I gave this contest only about two months from the beginning, which is not that much.
Therefore I decided to give it more time.
How to participate:
Draw something with the help of my tutorial videos and make it the main part of your drawing.
You can use more than one of my tutorials at once, and yo
Okay, let's talk about that new feature...Hello deviantART. Hello deviantART staff.
No, I am not going to be polite. Fuck you.
I am saying that that because I don't know how else to. Do you know why?
Because dA does only love kids and their parents income.
So, dA has implemented a new feature that lets you search for commissions within certain price ranges. That's great, right?
Not really. Because some solvent-abusing staff member on dA felt like it was a really, really good idea to yet again pander to the kids to squeeze every kind of cheap penny of out them.
You know, it's fine. It's something I would expect from SheezyArt or whatever that piece of shit is called.
So, why am I angry again? It's only been a week since my last outburst, right?
Well, dA has this thing of completely fucking over every update they make.
The system itself is fine. It's great. But I'll tell you what isn't: dA IS ACTIVELY DEVALUING THE PRICE OF ART ON ITS OWN SITE WITH IT.
Now, I might seem all bitter and hateful as usual, bu
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